i woke up reading a super sweet sms from... a sec sch good friend.
he addressed me in a super sweet manner... that made me feeel "awwww so sweeeeeeet"! although normally, i'll just say "no lo...... i am a good gal ok"

today, i gladly respond to that. :)
it's like... 6mths ago, since.. i last smiled at a sms when i wake up in the morning. and 6mths ago.. since i actually actually actually thought hard abt somebody.
and that somebody's sms.

... DOES IT STILL MATTER HOW I FEEEL?!
maybe i had a weird dream last night.

although my day went quite sucky and i rly got angry.. but who cares.
whenever i'm angry, it's just "another mood swings of hers" even when i'm dead serious. i dont understand why should i even bother... being angry anymore. just its part of emotions, feelings.. and they just come by?

i need someone to level up my EQ
and someone to remind me.. to stop showing how i feel on my face.

tmd idk why but i feeel so shitty tonight, despite feeling "omg sweeeet" in the morning.
i better catch some sleep before.. my thoughts run wild again.